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xanga photos videos blogrings metros profiles   Tuesday, June 05, 2007 I'm borrowing it. Here are the rules: Put the answer to the question in Google Images, and use the FIRST image that comes up. Add some new categories if you can think of some. The city and state you were born in, no quotation marks: Little Rock, Arkansas The city and state you currently reside in, no quotation marks: Little Rock, Arkansas First name, no quotes: Benjamin Your grandmother's name: Jamie Your favorite food: Rice Krispies Your favorite drink: coca-cola my mom's lasagna cinnamon Your favorite song: Flood Favorite ice cream: cookie dough ice cream Favorite TV show: Scrubs Favorite shoes: vans Favorite comic strip: Pearls Before Swine Favorite movie: Extreme Days Favorite thing to do in your free time: hang out with Bridget 9:19 PM - 16 views - 6 eprops - 3 comments - email it Thursday, May 24, 2007 It's not a hickey. So, I am courting one of my best friends...it is odd, and I would like to explain more, except that I wouldn't like to explain it.  So there. 6:10 PM - 6 views - 4 eprops - 3 comments - email it Wednesday, May 02, 2007 Crashed Drugs are good for some things.  I have my adderall, and supposedly that makes me think more like a normal person should.  however, taking it in the evening will screw you over.   Well, I have finally done it.  I lost my camera.  I know someone was expecting it.  I thought I had something.  If I was on my meds when I was at the park, I wouldn't have left it there...but I wasn't...and I did.  I returned, and, as I expected, my camera was gone.  I haven't lost all hope, but I am already past the pain of loss.  It would surprise me (very pleasantly) if I were to find said camera.    Drugs are good for some things, but, right now, my mind is a train wreck.  It is partly because of the drugs, but also because of the stress from things that are going on this week and anticipation of things that are to occur.  All I can do, though, is close my eyes, and pray that by some miracle, I fall asleep so I can awake and (take my meds)  do all the things I need to do to survive another week.  Don't do drugs.  And stay in school.  Unless you have a good reason to go against it.  I will be the judge.   p.s. operating on 20 mg of Adderall and I got absolutely no sleep last night.  you know, when I wrote this. 3:40 AM - 7 views - 6 eprops - 3 comments - email it Sunday, April 29, 2007 I hate to do this... Why does it seem like every time I write in this I always have something bad to say.  Or I am always in a bad mood.  I guess the colors do reflect how I feel, but not just some of the time or when I write the journals, but how I somehow always feel, even when I look happy.  I don't know.  When I am happy, it is usually a blissful thing.  Me, not thinking about anything, just enjoying my life and everything around at the time.  when I am sad, it is every time I am not happy...when I am thinking. but, I have been thinking ("Oh God", right?), and I have thought, "gee, I really am not doing anything for the world, and I am hardly doing anything for myself...I don't think anything would be different if I just didn't exist.  I wouldn't mind."  I asked God to strike me from existence.  Not to die, or just disappear, but to have not existed at all.  nobody would miss me because I wouldn't have ever been there to miss.  Just save me from having to exist, that's all....I wouldn't mind... ... and with that, I am out. 11:07 PM - 3 views - 4 eprops - 2 comments - email it Tuesday, April 17, 2007 I'm so sick. so help me out here... I'm too lazy to do anything...so I ask God to help me with that...but I also hear that I need to do something for God to talk to me, but I am too lazy to read my bible, or too stubborn, or just too stupid or something. well, I guess it comes down to this...if God requires anything of me for me to change, I am too cheap to give it to Him, and so I won't change.  so I am stuck, right?   Edit So...nobody's that lazy.  God doesn't require any more than you are ABLE to give, and if I am lazy, He just wants me to take those first steps to becoming unlazy, then He will meet me where I am. and then, maybe we can deal with my other issues.  Depression really sucks. 12:01 PM - 18 views - 8 eprops - 5 comments - email it Next 5 >>

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